// So I just had a talk with my dad…//
and I’ve decided not to throw away my dream of becoming a flutist. I know I’ve lost that passion and love for playing, but I look back and remember those times when I didn’t think about what anybody else thought but what God thought. I realize though that I can’t expect to play through God if I don’t have a close relationship with Him. And that’s the first mistake I’ve made this year. I’ve forgotten about Him, pushed Him away, and replaced Him with the things of this world. So that’s the first step. And then that’s really the only step…I mean of course I need to also practice and practice and practice, but everything really only comes down to one thing - God. He’s the reason why I’m here. From now on, I’m doing everything for God, and God alone. Nothing and no one will get in my way.
So God, I’m sorry for the mistakes I’ve made in the past and for not spending more time with You. Please forgive me for the times I’ve turned away from You thinking that You did not care anymore. But I see now, so clearly, that everything that has happened is all in Your perfect plan. And I can’t be more thankful for the way You’ve been guiding me and shaping my life all along. I’m burning all my bridges behind me and going full speed ahead. But God, I know it’s so easy to say and write here…I need your help though. Please give me a heart and mind of determination, perseverance, persistence, and confidence.
Thank you, Lord, for always being there for me. I truly mean it. I mean, even right now things aren’t going smoothly, but I know that this is all in Your plan.
In Jesus’ Name I pray,
AMEN
